It's time

it's time to realize what we once hold totally gone
and it's time to stop trying
i done all i could and my best but i cldn't get the feeling back again
it's time for me to give up totally
let's stop leading each other on...
i dun wan to waste my effort and time anymore..
too tired..

just pure friend.
u will know how i treat my friends very soon and dun get angry or watsoever cause this is how i treat my friends.
wun force myself to have time for anyone.
perhaps in the end u will still choose not to contact each other anymore den be it..
ur choice.

we are just pure friend.
it's not you it's me.i just have to get it clear deep in my mind..from now on...
and i know how i should treat u..
sldn't be different frm others.

well.
market still very bad,but guess i will pull it thru...
very soon...:)
when something fall something must go up...
this is the theory for me rit now.
to remain happy.

he taught me alotz of things
to persist on and not to give up easily.
but have to give up at the rit time if nothing more u can do.

you pulled thru ur sadness and now u are alrit.
n it's time for me to go..
dun deceive urself and dun deceive me anymore.
pure friend.

i had a date with sentosa.
na n me going to lead a healthy life.hehe
but will we bz with our work soon????
money in but can dun be bz still free free???
:(
m lazy!

awaiting for dec.
thou he say 2009 is a bad yr for me but as i persist i cld change life.
and also cross 2009 my 2010 will be a good and blissful life for me.hehe...

just waiting... .. .. . ...

add on :

it's 4am,
cldn't sleep
maybe tml dun need wrk.
or maybe just cant slp.
upset?.dunno

but let me think of a sentence.
i got it frm a show.
the darkest hours is before dawn.
and i always tear at that hour and after that everything start anew.
nowadays i give myself time frame.
before and after dawn.

i wish.i pray.i love.i need.i want.i always care.noneless m always me.