Afraid

I'm afraid to fall in again...
i'm afraid to get hurt again...
i'm just so afraid.
is that all?
isit over?
can i forget?
i dunno...but i try all i cld if i can make her happy...
i dun even know who her heart missing...
wat she thinking of and wat m i to her?
if i'm that not important den why she make me feel i'm important to her?
but infact i knw...i m no one to her...perhaps just a pillar...
for her to lean on when she need it...
and if not i'll be standing all alone myself...
i can see some changes in her...reali...good changes but...i'm so afraid...
Time kill...but time dun kill my fear...wat can i do?wat must i do?wat should i do?

i'm using inhaler now...
i dun wish my health to get worse n no matter how much i earn is not enuff...
i dun wan it to fall apart...
i have to take good care...

my company just up...
'Sunfire Services Pte Ltd'
i should feel happy...
but i got not much confident...why m i feeling this way?
i put in alotz of capital and effort for it...
if one day it can't survive how?
suddenly i feel the stress in me...
now i realize being a boss is nv easy...
and seeing everything gone down to the drain...
i cldn't imagine how worse it could be...
but i m sure i must succeed in life regardless of my health or failures.

why not let me hear some of ur sweet words...
to make my heart smilez?

I am not happy.

Some inspiration suddenly :

My heart missing it beat at this moment...
the moment when u tell me u love me..
i'm looking into ur eyes...
the way u looking in mine...
the feeling is so clear...
right now i put my lips on yours...
let's seal this love of us when our heart met.

You turn around and said you care when i tear...
but i dun feel it until i saw ur tears too...

Dun tell me u love him/her...
i need not know...
but do tell me u dun love me...
so i can move on without you in my heart...

You always say u need time to think it thru...
but baby dun u know i got no time to spare for you...
for i'll be leaving soon...

Time can nv mend things that happened.
but can time erase those memories that u do not want to remember?

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