Worth
How much i worth depend of how much different personel think i worth of.
you can change ppl view on how much u worth if u work hard to show.
but infact i nv know how much ppl worth.
it's hard to judge...for some they judge.i am in the lot that dun judge.
but sometime i do wonder things like...is she worth for me to cry for?
is she worth for me to feel upset?is she worth my life?is she worth my everything?
till now after that last incident i realize no one is worth my life.simple cause my life is double precious compare to others.my life include *hers.
*hers-someone who lost her life for me.
when she thot all is over,no in my heart it just something that happnened ytd.
everyday living like this,confused mind,cldn't decide,cldn't think well,no conclusion at the end of the day,repeating n repeating non-stop.
i dun feel love from her.i tried so hard but i cant feel any.not like before i feel love from her.can she feel love from me as before or no longer?i dunno.i think too much?i dun wan to but i just wan to get an answer n analyse it n see if holding on had any things out of it or not.i just wana know instead of foolishly hold on without think till the day come to break apart,too late to react and heart broken again.in the past i m like this,i dun wan history to repeat anymore so i m being careful at least if fall wun be so painful.if u see a hole infront u jump in,yes u do feel pain but not as pain as u nv even realize there's a hole infront n u just fall in like this.:) smart to think of this example lehs...hehe only clever ppl understand wat i trying to say....:P
i still stupid but i hoping god guide my way and hoping love lead me home lastly i hoping for a better ME.
Say something good...sometime i reali got the xinfu feeling of her being with me...very very seldom thou.
Missing my ah ma as usual....love her to bits...nothing compare...ytd i tear for her again...no one see my tears...n no one cld see when my heart bleed.
Nai you gone for 6 mths 20days but in my heart you NEVER GONE! I long to see you again....isit possible???? or i just dreaming again?? sorry take it as my madness again...i just so much want to see my nai nai.
you can change ppl view on how much u worth if u work hard to show.
but infact i nv know how much ppl worth.
it's hard to judge...for some they judge.i am in the lot that dun judge.
but sometime i do wonder things like...is she worth for me to cry for?
is she worth for me to feel upset?is she worth my life?is she worth my everything?
till now after that last incident i realize no one is worth my life.simple cause my life is double precious compare to others.my life include *hers.
*hers-someone who lost her life for me.
when she thot all is over,no in my heart it just something that happnened ytd.
everyday living like this,confused mind,cldn't decide,cldn't think well,no conclusion at the end of the day,repeating n repeating non-stop.
i dun feel love from her.i tried so hard but i cant feel any.not like before i feel love from her.can she feel love from me as before or no longer?i dunno.i think too much?i dun wan to but i just wan to get an answer n analyse it n see if holding on had any things out of it or not.i just wana know instead of foolishly hold on without think till the day come to break apart,too late to react and heart broken again.in the past i m like this,i dun wan history to repeat anymore so i m being careful at least if fall wun be so painful.if u see a hole infront u jump in,yes u do feel pain but not as pain as u nv even realize there's a hole infront n u just fall in like this.:) smart to think of this example lehs...hehe only clever ppl understand wat i trying to say....:P
i still stupid but i hoping god guide my way and hoping love lead me home lastly i hoping for a better ME.
Say something good...sometime i reali got the xinfu feeling of her being with me...very very seldom thou.
Missing my ah ma as usual....love her to bits...nothing compare...ytd i tear for her again...no one see my tears...n no one cld see when my heart bleed.
Nai you gone for 6 mths 20days but in my heart you NEVER GONE! I long to see you again....isit possible???? or i just dreaming again?? sorry take it as my madness again...i just so much want to see my nai nai.
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