lazy

a new day...
missed my appt...lol...i just sleep...
i guess she confirm angry with me...haix...
nvm...i already ask her to change to next week...
she nv reply me...nvm...

at home came to blog b4 going out...
3 places to go...dunno go where...
in the end should be back to where i belong...lol
i very lazy to even wear my clothes...haha
wanted to wear simple but scare later if i got go somewhere to meet my friends den too unpresentable...lol

just now when i brush my teeth...
i feel so fresh...like new beginning...i smilez...
open my heart forget things that i dun wan to remember...
remember beautiful things...
life is beautiful...
u have a choice in life...
i remember wat he told me...
i choose to be happy regardless how cruel life is to me...
now life not even being cruel to me anyway...haha...
i should be happy...

i miss her...
i will go LA to find u when i free k? haha...
***MMMuAAaaCCCkkkzZZzz

Our dreamz is on our own hand
how u want ppl to think of u is how u possess yourself
true love is to give and take
is to wipe away all the tears from ur partners
is to strive for the best
never give up on each other
nv say die
true love uphold the word 'LOVE'

sex & making love is different thing
u have sex when u need it and want it
you make love when u have feeling when u love
how many sex u had before and how many time u make love?
my collengues ask me to fuck his gf...
lols...he dun believe lesbians can have sex...
isit sex or not?
i dunno...i only know i still believe in true love...
she will come soon...she will...

*I like you i nv once denied...but u left me hopeless again n again...you used my foolishness and kindness to the max but no i dun regret...*history repeating,u still the same...ur choice...

I think the best way to forget somebody is to have somebody else...so i will work harder to have my beloved *her soon...and i promise it will be different from the rest...the longer i waited the more i appreciate her appearance..*waiting