Sudden

I came to blog coz of her.
just bath out n i scare at nit i will forget wat i wana blog...haha
going out soon thou...

suddenly she sms me to question me...
seeing her number i was happy but den
seeing the sms content make me frown str8 away
haix...
but nvm coz of this we smsing each other a few msg...
knowing she din read my blog but did see my msn nick...
ehs...
would you put up ur msn nick to let the person see when she not even in ur msn list?
faint...

anyway i replied her cause i dun wish her to be bother/angry/paranoid or upset about this...be it she will anot i just msg back...
i know her too well...
she always love to keep thing inside...
when she cry her tears say so much...it's so real...
but u never know the reason for her tears cause she might cry infront of you but coz of some reason u nv know.
anyway... . ... ... ..nothing for me to say...
suddenly my mind a blank...
think have to go holiday soon to relax myself...

everyone say i should get someone to share my life with
but i prefer to paitently wait for the rit one rather den to fall into pool of hurts again...
so pls pls dun keep on intro girls n blah blah blah coz they just not the one...
or rather it's just an excuse...
i haven even open out my heart for others...

well...:)
as long as i m happy yar...
just abit troubled this few days but will be fine soon i suppose

A song for her ....haha thou her chinese is very bad...:PppPPp
i will translate...but my english is very bad...

你放弃了最后一次努力 - you give up our last try
认命从此就远离 - admit that from den on we are so far apart
曾用尽了力气却从没有勇气 - once i had try my best but i just couldn't find the courage
让自己去爱的更彻底 - to love you totally
也许爱不曾那么容易 - perhaps love is not that easy
可以不用心就能美丽 - if love can be beautiful without using our heart
就不会有那么多人为爱伤心 - then there wun be so many ppl get hurt from love
我们也不会走到这里 - and we won't end this way
我是真的不愿失去你 - i really dun want to lose you
不想要失去你 - dun wish to lose you
不能够失去你的爱情 - dun wana lose your love
想一想我们当初有过的甜蜜 - recap back all the sweetness we had when we are together
能不能停一停记一记 - can you stop and remember all those?
我们曾经一再的寻觅 - we once searching for love again n again
刻意的去接近经过深刻的爱情真谛 - try so hard to get closer,walking through the path for love
到伤痕逐渐累积 - until there is so much hurt
永远变委屈 - forever it become a burden
能不能不要就放弃 - can we dun give up?

*i never say i love her before but i so much want to love her,can she feel it?