Need Silence

Nothing get better...even worse...
everything doesn't goes well for me...
tired...
i got nothing left to say actually...
sliding too deep to the downside...
plain tired...
new yr...???
i got no chinese new yr...
just some rest days perhaps...
thinking??
i wish my mind is blank...
don't think of anything...
just close my eyes n sleep all the way...
aniway hope that after the chinese lunar new yr,
i formally leave 2007...2008 will be better...
i only can hope and pray...

*I'm too afraid suddenly,fear grip me so tight...