Some update

yep just some update of my life...
just back from breathless
alone drinking overthere
n i found out that...
it's not that bad to be alone afterall
get to know 2 new friends
they acc me n tok to me thruout
thanks

well whenever i am upset i will come blogging
but this time round is different
i'm not upset
maybe too numb about all those pain
anyway
now nothing for me to worry except for my beloved grandma
her condition not better but worsen
i accepted the fact
but still i pray that before she suffer any pain
let her go...
i got no choice
do we?

well
i guess i've grown up
and see the importance of life
this 1 year plus i learn alotz
n getting more n more mature
nahz....
r/s...
can get sad but just for awhile
friends shouldn't even be able to affect u
family yes it does but so far so good thou my dad n mum still qurral
i think they need to sit down with me n let me consult them
haha
so old le still think of divorcing when both love each other so much
aniway
i already use to it
nothing fresh
:)

my life
work wise same
smooth
n i see my dream nearer to me
while i realize money make a big different in life
and it really cld make u happy
haha
i trying hard to reduce more weight
want to be a fresh man in yr 2008
and to be able to reach my goals

girls...
i nv think so much for now
as ...haha
i dare to say i can be alone

i learn to love n let go if it's not mine to hold
i've learn n seriously i thanks god for the mindset i have right now
i am happy till this day

waiting ...
my grandma my oni concern
..............................i pray*