I cried...

i dunno why i just feel like crying...
my heart feel so damn lousy...
i walk walk walk aimlessly on the road...
n my tears just couldn't help it but drop...
i think i need to go for one spending money session...
whenever i feeling low i will keep on spend money...

i din know if i make the right decision to leave...
frankly speaking...i can't bear to part with them...
but i got no choice...my health dun allow me to stay...
my health fail me day by day...
i m going crazy...
i want to cry out loud...
wat happened to me???
my life go haywire...
i feel so useless!!!
I rather not to know that i oni have less den 3 more yrs to go...
suddenly time is not enough....suddenly i stop thinking of my dream...suddenly i live day by day...suddenly my mind all empty...WHY WHY WHY?????? *tears fall
my body weak...my heart weak...falling weaker n weaker...nothing left...
I JUST FEEL SO DOWN AND UPSET! GOD SAVE ME! PLS SAVE ME!