Starting all over
Chinese new yr cuming...dun realli like new yr but like my clothes for new yr...keke
This new year...i going to change...hopefully able to...to change to be a better me fresh me...i m trying hard now...n i m pleased with myself...:)
my hair...lolx...i love my hair...i love my face...i love my eyes...i simply love myself...gosh!...haha i m 'zilian' pardon me...will be even better!!!...hehe...look is the most important thing in my life follow by $!...haha...i wan to be a perfect me...i dream to be a perfect 'guy' on my wedding...good-looking rich heart make of GOLD(i already possess that...hehe)...woops not dream working hard towards it...MUST!NEED TO!...if not i die with my eyes open!hahaha...For myself...i need not listen to anyone opinion...i just listen to my OWN opinion...till the day i think i m perfect...den tt's it i've made it!now of coz not...far way off...haha...tt's why trying striving towards...
Alright today i learn something...someone told me to hold on to a pen...hold on tight...and he throw another pen over...no choice i have to let go the old pen so as to catch the new pen...if i keep on holding tight n dun let go...the new pen can nv go in...understand?...love is like this...u must let go den new one can cum in...i know this long long ago...just different kind of explanation ' we keep looking at the door that close and din look at the door that open for us...till we know the door closes too n we r trap! '....:)...well for me i believe in fate?...just let nature take over...if i can stop loving her one day...n start loving elseone...den fated...:)...if i can't stop loving her...den fated too...why force rit?...aniway things keep on fading...love her life have to go on too...tired of waiting?den stop waiting for miracles but tt doesn't mean stop loving...:) I've stop waiting...but i keep on loving...I will work hard becoz sam yong wanted to conquer life...i can't give up life...if so how m i going to see my dream come true?
You might not read this but i hope someone will tell u this :
I know that u r upset right now coz of friends...but girl...friends come and go...no one will stay with u forever...how u feel might not be how ppl feel...maybe u can say they dun cherish u...take u for granted...but think it deep inside why?Know the problem lies and ans...u wun repeat it again...if they are truly ur friends they will be back...if not...u will meet new batch of friends along the way...and u will den know who is the real one!I din know the story in and out...but reading ur journal...i know u r trouble coz of ur close friends...stop crying...stop depress...pull urself up...wait for time to turn the grey sky blue...u can do it...u've always been strong din u?...:) JIA YOU!
* I just want u to possess that smile that i first saw u on ur face trufully for all the good and bad times...u can lose it during bad time but find it back!It belong only to you and no one else...Keep on smiling...*
This new year...i going to change...hopefully able to...to change to be a better me fresh me...i m trying hard now...n i m pleased with myself...:)
my hair...lolx...i love my hair...i love my face...i love my eyes...i simply love myself...gosh!...haha i m 'zilian' pardon me...will be even better!!!...hehe...look is the most important thing in my life follow by $!...haha...i wan to be a perfect me...i dream to be a perfect 'guy' on my wedding...good-looking rich heart make of GOLD(i already possess that...hehe)...woops not dream working hard towards it...MUST!NEED TO!...if not i die with my eyes open!hahaha...For myself...i need not listen to anyone opinion...i just listen to my OWN opinion...till the day i think i m perfect...den tt's it i've made it!now of coz not...far way off...haha...tt's why trying striving towards...
Alright today i learn something...someone told me to hold on to a pen...hold on tight...and he throw another pen over...no choice i have to let go the old pen so as to catch the new pen...if i keep on holding tight n dun let go...the new pen can nv go in...understand?...love is like this...u must let go den new one can cum in...i know this long long ago...just different kind of explanation ' we keep looking at the door that close and din look at the door that open for us...till we know the door closes too n we r trap! '....:)...well for me i believe in fate?...just let nature take over...if i can stop loving her one day...n start loving elseone...den fated...:)...if i can't stop loving her...den fated too...why force rit?...aniway things keep on fading...love her life have to go on too...tired of waiting?den stop waiting for miracles but tt doesn't mean stop loving...:) I've stop waiting...but i keep on loving...I will work hard becoz sam yong wanted to conquer life...i can't give up life...if so how m i going to see my dream come true?
You might not read this but i hope someone will tell u this :
I know that u r upset right now coz of friends...but girl...friends come and go...no one will stay with u forever...how u feel might not be how ppl feel...maybe u can say they dun cherish u...take u for granted...but think it deep inside why?Know the problem lies and ans...u wun repeat it again...if they are truly ur friends they will be back...if not...u will meet new batch of friends along the way...and u will den know who is the real one!I din know the story in and out...but reading ur journal...i know u r trouble coz of ur close friends...stop crying...stop depress...pull urself up...wait for time to turn the grey sky blue...u can do it...u've always been strong din u?...:) JIA YOU!
* I just want u to possess that smile that i first saw u on ur face trufully for all the good and bad times...u can lose it during bad time but find it back!It belong only to you and no one else...Keep on smiling...*
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