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hey all...
i will be flying off in few hours time...
nope nv get to see her...even intending to meet up with her to just tok to her but guess she still very scare to see me so shall not 'mian qiang'...
as time goes by...u will know tt we from stranger become lover n now back to stranger...too long nv see her aniway...see her already den?...haha...m i contradicting myself?i wanted so much to see her...but...we r back to stranger...worse feeling den ever...i dunno...but i guess i will nv have the chance to see her again...not even on street...i love her so much but got no choice she wan to leave...i allow her to...but dun ask me give up loving her...i can't...to me...she still my baby...someone i want to protect...someone who look tough outside but very fragile inside...perhaps...i look fragile in and out or i am...but still i want to protect someone who meant something to me...it's fated i always believe...till den...till den when i stop loving her...i think i will be happy by then too...coz less pain...as i know there's no more miracles between us...i m just loving an air that i can never touch again...no matter body or heart...it's terrible but yet deep inside i know someday i will find someone who can touch me in n out n who i can touch her in n out...just a matter of time n fate...i believe...this believe will never be gone till i hold my beloved to walk down the red carpet with me...to share my EVERYTHING with her...my love!In year 2011 this shall realize!...:)
by then guys...i will share my miracles with everyone...a miracles i waited for 26 years...n my beautiful HER...i can't realli describe this strong belief in me...but many many told me...this will realize in year 2011 so i shall wait den...n also...even it din realize...i will keep on believing...
ok back to here...
i was packing my luggage...suddenly think back last time baby pack for me when i going thailand like so much things...now i going further n longer...how come like nothing de...whahaha...guess everyone see my luggage will faint...maybe whereever i go is my home...whahahahaha...=P
My heart is very heavy...i wun show it out except to some closer peeps...not to my parents...i used my smiles to hide my pain...i will kept asking when the pain will den stop?...i think tt will be when i stop loving her...i m tired...real tired of waiting...not loving her but waiting...waited everyday to see if she is fine...i din know...i just close my eyes n feel...i guess she is 100 times happier then i m...of coz happy for her...but...sorry i just can't smile from my heart animore...
* Never want u to see this desperate heart that knows how perfect we can be...baby u just let it pass us by...i bear with the pain...pouring of tears to let go of u totally...I pray...'Pls let me stop loving her'...
_Every min of waiting is every knife that stabbed deep into my heart...it's bleeding fast...this time round...it's not gonna be the same...
OKOK guys dun say i stupid n fool already ok...i got changes ok...
u all never see meh?
hehe...this is the changes...
1. Last time i cry non-stop...now sometime a bit less den one min of tears...
2. Last time i can't do anithing...now can do something le la...=P!
3. Last time i waited almost everyday at her hse downstair...of coz for nothing la...just to be bodyguard...lol...now?!...eh...long time nv le...either not in SIN or very bz...
ok as time goes by will be better n better...*cross finger pray...hehe...
WAITING FOR MY FUTURE WIFE DEARLY...Pls come to my life faster and save me from all this pain...for u i will be strong...for u i stand taller den ani other ppl...for u i will live to walk with u till our hair turn white!...for u sam is wat sam will be in few years times...the mighty sam yong!
* The most fantastic thing that lies in sam is the faithfulness n the devotion that i feel very proud of! (no need to change)...The most ugly thing that lies in sam is the weakness in love that i feel very ashame of! (i will be stronger next time if i fall...i promise! :( ) *
Guys...Pls take care...I WILL BE BACK SOON! Love my ah ma to the max!...she ask me quit smoking...YES i will slowly k?...*kiss*...ah ma bcoz of u...u knw why i say that...:) ps: MY REAL GRANNY LA!
i will be flying off in few hours time...
nope nv get to see her...even intending to meet up with her to just tok to her but guess she still very scare to see me so shall not 'mian qiang'...
as time goes by...u will know tt we from stranger become lover n now back to stranger...too long nv see her aniway...see her already den?...haha...m i contradicting myself?i wanted so much to see her...but...we r back to stranger...worse feeling den ever...i dunno...but i guess i will nv have the chance to see her again...not even on street...i love her so much but got no choice she wan to leave...i allow her to...but dun ask me give up loving her...i can't...to me...she still my baby...someone i want to protect...someone who look tough outside but very fragile inside...perhaps...i look fragile in and out or i am...but still i want to protect someone who meant something to me...it's fated i always believe...till den...till den when i stop loving her...i think i will be happy by then too...coz less pain...as i know there's no more miracles between us...i m just loving an air that i can never touch again...no matter body or heart...it's terrible but yet deep inside i know someday i will find someone who can touch me in n out n who i can touch her in n out...just a matter of time n fate...i believe...this believe will never be gone till i hold my beloved to walk down the red carpet with me...to share my EVERYTHING with her...my love!In year 2011 this shall realize!...:)
by then guys...i will share my miracles with everyone...a miracles i waited for 26 years...n my beautiful HER...i can't realli describe this strong belief in me...but many many told me...this will realize in year 2011 so i shall wait den...n also...even it din realize...i will keep on believing...
ok back to here...
i was packing my luggage...suddenly think back last time baby pack for me when i going thailand like so much things...now i going further n longer...how come like nothing de...whahaha...guess everyone see my luggage will faint...maybe whereever i go is my home...whahahahaha...=P
My heart is very heavy...i wun show it out except to some closer peeps...not to my parents...i used my smiles to hide my pain...i will kept asking when the pain will den stop?...i think tt will be when i stop loving her...i m tired...real tired of waiting...not loving her but waiting...waited everyday to see if she is fine...i din know...i just close my eyes n feel...i guess she is 100 times happier then i m...of coz happy for her...but...sorry i just can't smile from my heart animore...
* Never want u to see this desperate heart that knows how perfect we can be...baby u just let it pass us by...i bear with the pain...pouring of tears to let go of u totally...I pray...'Pls let me stop loving her'...
_Every min of waiting is every knife that stabbed deep into my heart...it's bleeding fast...this time round...it's not gonna be the same...
OKOK guys dun say i stupid n fool already ok...i got changes ok...
u all never see meh?
hehe...this is the changes...
1. Last time i cry non-stop...now sometime a bit less den one min of tears...
2. Last time i can't do anithing...now can do something le la...=P!
3. Last time i waited almost everyday at her hse downstair...of coz for nothing la...just to be bodyguard...lol...now?!...eh...long time nv le...either not in SIN or very bz...
ok as time goes by will be better n better...*cross finger pray...hehe...
WAITING FOR MY FUTURE WIFE DEARLY...Pls come to my life faster and save me from all this pain...for u i will be strong...for u i stand taller den ani other ppl...for u i will live to walk with u till our hair turn white!...for u sam is wat sam will be in few years times...the mighty sam yong!
* The most fantastic thing that lies in sam is the faithfulness n the devotion that i feel very proud of! (no need to change)...The most ugly thing that lies in sam is the weakness in love that i feel very ashame of! (i will be stronger next time if i fall...i promise! :( ) *
Guys...Pls take care...I WILL BE BACK SOON! Love my ah ma to the max!...she ask me quit smoking...YES i will slowly k?...*kiss*...ah ma bcoz of u...u knw why i say that...:) ps: MY REAL GRANNY LA!
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