Adam & Steve

I just saw this comment in one of my entries pretty interesting :

There no need to be depress with all downturns. Just braced up and the road is in the light. The world is still not to the end! Abit of downfalls will lead you further. When you look back, smile at it and it would be just a small wound to your injury!

My reply : I agree the world is not the end and downfalls in life everyone have to face it...when i look back i will smile at it...BUT it's a lifetime scar...not just a small wound...a downfalls in life...be it small or big...it do have a impact...and my friend...different downfall related to different stuffs...ONLY love put me down but i will be stronger den ever...:)


WOOoOooo
I just watch the show 'Adam & steve'...
a gay show...
damn nice...funny touching also...
a happy ending...
adam finally married to steve...hehe
one part when adam is so angry with steve until he shouted at him 'fuck you,steve'
WOW very strong n man...haha...adam is the girl side...keke
adam remind me of one of my ex-gay friend...'ta ren'...whahaha
i always call him that...while watching i keep thinking...
adam and him so alike....whahahhaha
I miss all my friends...seriously i do...but yet i can't do anything...nothing...
hehe...anyway just for a moment...:)

Talking about her...
erm...
my love for her wun fade so easily...
so no worries guys...
no more girls in my life...
till realli realli my right *her came...

5th Nov '05 i fall for her...
unknowingly i let her hold my hand...
isit a mistake i thought it thru...
it is at the beginning coz i m blinded by her pros...
forgotten the cons...
in the end...we seperated...
this keep me thinking isit a mistake again...
i got the ans finally...
NO...
yes she is so much different so much different from any other girls in my life...
a girl that sam will nv fall for...but i m wrong...
she make the different in me...
knowing that loving her is the most beautiful thing can ever happened in my life...
Till now...
already 1 year 1 mths 23 days...
seperated for 5 mths 22days...
i will still honour my words towards her...
love u baby...

My friend keep telling me...
why * such a nice girl i dun wan...
why must i hold on to the past...
why when my ex-girl already move on but i stay put...
I just smile...
coz she let me see the beauty of love...
i dun wan anything...
i dun need...
i just want to stay close to her thou she can't see me...
no longer...
i just want to be that strong one to hold her when the whole world fall...
i choose her to be the lucky one...
anywhere she go...i will...i will watch over her like a guardian angel...
wat's past is past...
wat happened already happened...
i let all those go...
it's just the beginning...
it's just the start...
the only girl i deeply in love with at the moment...her...
- You no longer mine...but i'm yours still... -

I am happy...
happy and contented i have so many ppl to love me...
thanks...*wink*
but i choosen to stay put...to be in my wonderland...
Till then...:)

Awaiting for the party bash on 31st dec
MUACKS SEE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!
let's dance till the dawn...
n drink till drop...
but NEVER DRUNK...whahhaha...

Current feeling : Alone...high...happy...new me...starting engine again...*cheers

LET's COUNTDOWN to 2007 TOGETHER!!! A NEW YEAR...A NEW START FOR EVERYBODY!...
Be back here to update on 1st jan 07! ps: no gurantee...hehe