Shifu & My life

My shifu had gone missing...
i miss him...
i will find him back!

my time seriously twisted i slept at 6am!!!
haix...
very tired ...eyes closing but can't sleep just can't...
dunno wat happened.
alamak...

17 - He say that she is my gf and it's true
19 - He say i will have a big fall,might even lost my life and it came true
21 - He say i will have another fall,it came true
23 - He say i will fall down again but this time round i know how to handle cause i grown up...and it's true again

seem like he know who will come n go from my life but he din tell me i will lost my grandma on age 23!seriously i wldn't had pull thru if not for...DK & SS...
i love my grandma far too much to describe.She brought me up,teach me guide me and love me...till now i still cry for her depart.

I will be forever thankful to them and wun forget wat's pull me thru my grandma death...is them...especially SS...she accompany me thruout everything regardless that she need to work and everything...without her i think i will breakdown...even she make mistake i cant bear to blamn her cause she never leave me when i really needed her.she never say anything but i know that she's very very tired...she just trying all she could to be with me when i'm despair.perhaps during that time she's too good to be true and after that period our r/s start to fade away.or perhaps becoz of another one who appear in her life.It's alrit...it's over...Thou she no longer by my side,i just wish for her happiness and may she be able to overcome all the obstacles in her life.

For DK...i not at all worry about her...haha cause she still with me all along.i will try all i could to guide her to reach watever she longed for.she asked me can she?i affirmed her yes she can cause i'll be there.thou sometime we shouted at each other conflict arised,bei song this bei song that but still able to get it thru cause nothing worth more then a true friendship.

Shifu say that i will acheive what i wanted in life and will have watever i longed for...

when i am young i am so pamper until i'm so afraid to step into society,thinking how can i ever survive?i don't know anything but only know therory thingy and not practical but in the end now i can even support my family and for 3 years straight after gratuated i stop taking my dad's money.i start to feel proud of myself...i start to wonder perhaps shifu is right i can fufil my dream one day which i always had doubt about it.

Mood : :( (Tired)

I know that you've been watching over me
you up so high,
the brightest in the sky
you know that every night i pray my soul for you
tomorrow won't be as blue
girl i hope you can understand
that the sun will always shine again
now that you've found your way onto a better day
you'll shine again
you'll shine again
give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
i see the light
see a rainbow
see the beauty that's within you
you'll shine again

you are so beautiful

I know that you've been watching over me
you up so high,
the brightest in the sky
you know that every night i pray my soul for you
tomorrow won't be as blue
girl i hope you can understand
that my love for you will never end
now that you've found your way onto a better day
you'll shine again
you'll shine again
give you strength and love to fight the days ahead
i see the light
see a rainbow
see the life
i promise to be there
there's no reason to be scare
you'll shine again
you'll shine again

you'll find your light
find your reason
everything will be alright
for tomorrow just beginning of your life