* Smilez

yoz yoz...
just back home...went to my friends house to play daidi...
stupid keep losing...
lose so many time le...but building up skill...hehe...
aniway new year one more round...
kind of addicted to it...
whahaha...
today supposely we plan to go home at 11 plus but well...
always the case end up so late...
whahaha...
i think my luck not that good...
maybe will be better nxt time...whahaha...
found my adviser for my 1 million coverage...
gosh everyone ask me why...
got why wan meh...
i wan to put my mind at ease...
if i go at least my parent have something...keke...
they dunno they tot i say say...but i m serious...
thou they told me if i'm gone...
money dun mean anithing to both of u...
but still i think it still mean something...
something i left behind...
money is not everything but it's something...:)
I told the adviser must do good job...
i dun wan to have problem crop up when come to claim...hehe...
well i think i sld feel happy even less den 3 years...
dun say 3 yrs even less den 3 mths i also must be happy...
coz no point bothering the fact ya...:)
Anyway...i changed my song again...
if u miss the previous song too bad...whahaha...
coz i think this song damn nice...
well...still i thanks god for everything...
think so much wun change anithing...
i mine as well spend all my time happily...
anyway alotz of thing to be done for that stupid coverage...
i need to buy private due to my health condition...
but nvm as long as they dare to take me i dare to pay watever cost it had to be...:)
the worse had came...
in my life i fall so many time...
there should be nothing i should fear of...
but u r still the one i fear the most...why?
dun ask me i dunno...
i feel weak...whenever u cum near...

* All i want is u to be happy...i could bear the pain alone...i could shoulder everything up becoz i know u my dearest i could ever long for... *