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Wolala...
haha...dunno wat to write actually...
but i m so freeEEee...
but dun ask me out...
i will reject...whahahhaa...
so many ppl ask me out...
coz i very lazy...home sweet home...
i love to stay at home...=PPppPPp
i love to live in my own world...:)
new yr go so fast...
haix...i dun wan to get old so fast...shit!
sick on new yr...
having flu cough sore throat...
but now feel better...
i realize so long i din see u le...
u din get to see my botak...
my gold hair...
lolx...
it's take such a short time for my hair to grow...
dec 31st i botak...
less den 2 mths my hair until my ear le...
faint!
anyway i seem to put down a huge stone that i carry on my shoulder for so long...
I hope to have someone who knw me in n out...
who will luff n cry with me...
I know...she will come by someday...:)
in the mean time...let me prepare for her...

_____I will give u my whole heart...not a piece less for anyone...

no more waiting for u at ur hse dwnstair...
no more missing u like crazy...
no more hoping for miracles...
love seem to fade away...
pls forgive me...i try...but...
u not by my side...
i cant hold onto something i cant even see...
i cant judge...
i'm not u...
maybe i'm not heartless but u r...
maybe ur side think otherwise...
so i wun judge...
still thousands of sorry doesn't mend a bloody heart...
but i've return triple of ur tears tt shed for me...
i dun think i own u anithing animore...
i wun dare to say i completely dun love u...
just tt love fading........................................................

* There's just too much that time couldn't erase...it doesn't seem to heal...it wun heal...it will only get better...

I ask God this...'when will be my turn to dump somebody...wun shed a tears for the girl i leave?'
God ans me this...'Be stronger but not heartless!'