Nothing matters

I am here...
shouting against the music so loud...
nothing matters...i m numb...
numb towards EVERYTHING!
On your volumn loud when u listen to my blog song...

[I am in a ring...
fighting till my last breath with my opponent which is a tiger...
i going to fight till my last breath...
i m determine!...i grab my fist tight...i fight against it...
even was to die at the very last min...
at least i try my best to fight against it...
but NOT my opponent push me out of the ring...is YOU!
you push me out of the ring...u leave me with no choice but to give up...
why u have to do this???
U asked me to fight...but yet u push me out...giving me so much pressure n stress!
Don u now i m so afraid to face u...
not scare of the tiger but YOU...
i have enough...i m nothing...i dun give a damn of my future anymore...
leave me alone!]

[I dunno where is the ending...i really dunno...close my eyes wanted to find the answer but i cant!]

[A fighter will nv say die!Sam yong is a fighter...wat happened...wat happened????...
u push me to no where...u let me realize that life is weak n cruel...pls give me up...i have enough...pls leave me alone...pls...pls...pls...!]

* My heart is dead...is half dead...the world haven give me up yet...but i given the world up...LEAVE ME ALONE...Gone missing 3 more days!