CAn't Explain

din went to her birthday party...
but she's in my mind...
like how she use to be...
thou she cant be bother if i go or not...
thou she dun even care now...
but...well...:)

offically start my new position on july 16th...
hope everything goes on fine...
enjoying my life for so long liao...haha
eRm...will enjoy MORE AND MORE...
life is great...
with my family and friends...

i bought my new portable media player....keke
love it to max!
my baby today love one watch...
cost $59...
she say she like it very long liao...
den i told her...
buy la think wat think so fucking cheap...haha
and she really buy with my mastercard!!!
lolx...
but she will return money to me de...lolx...
my baby is also rich everywhere...lolx...
i bought my portable media player too...hehe
cost 4 times her watch...keke...
she say if nice tell her she monday go buy...haha...
we say we going to our crazy shopping session soon...
crazy mean spend to our MAX!!!!

Nothing more i could ask for...
god gave me a great dad mum & grandma...
gave me good friends...
gave me good boss...
and good life...
i feel so thankful...

sam will make it to the top of paradise before 30~

I said before without *her
even i reach my target $5m...
i only 10 percent to my dreamz...
90 percent is YOU!!!
So hopefully *she will appear sOOoN...

For all the ladies that i deliberately let you all pass me by :

most of my time i choose to spend with my parents and staying at home...
maybe i just escaping afraid to fall and spoil the good life i have rit now...
now i feel so blissed without anyone able to hurt me...
i do not want to like and fall in for anyone right now...
until my career is very stable...
maybe i will consider to spend more time for my future lady...
and fall for *her...
now a new position,a new responsibility...
i should and will work hard to make it stable...
den...till den...
i will focus on my 90 percent...:)

*how long since this three words out from my mouth?...'i love you'