Devils & Angels

last night was terrible...
5am i reach home i saw something...
dunno be glad or sad?
LOLx...
the truth always hurt...
i read ALL the past at one go...
and then finally i understand...
well lying in bed...
just cldn't put me to rest...
my brain is working too hard...
n my heart lose it normal beats...
but i m fine...
overall...i am 23 this years....
a grown up adult...
no reason for me to let the devils inside me take control of me...
i think of the angels part...
i wonder...
i thought she is special...
in the end...
i m wrong?
well it's ok...
melvin told me...
any person who pass u by...
just take it that they not the one...
he poor boy always kana ditch...=x

i guess i would not be in singapore in nov for one whole month!
hahaha...
i have my own car den...
i got everything...
god is always so kind towards me...
he let me fall in r/s...yes but...
coz he want me to learn and all the lesson brought me up...
look around me...
i am so blissed...
i am surrounding by so many warm arms to hold me...
not exactly the arms that i long for...
but nothing i could ask for more...
coz of all the people surrounded me...
trying so hard to let me rest in their arms...
sometime i really feel like so...
but hey i am a strong girl...haha...i dun need all this...=PPppPPp
i stand alone...
i could still see the beautiful rainbow up in the sky...
perhaps with *her could be clearer...
paitently i wait...

->> I thought that you will prove me right...
and prove all my friends and parents wrong...
but in the end...
you proved them right and i am wrong...
i am really disappointed that u r just like the rest of the girls...
what all they say really regards to what u have done...
i dun believe at first..
but now i cldn't refuse to believe when things is out from DT own mind n written down...
This is the full stop of this chapter of my life....:)
But...i still care...
anything call me and just talk to me...
i might not be able to comfort ur heart but i'll be there to hold u tight when u need to cry or when u feel pain...:)

*I finally learn how to love...my life will be better and better!