Can't live without...

Today i've met Rani...
a caring and positive nurse!
herself is not healthy...she got serious diabetes...
but she dun look like...
she always smile...
she very cheerful...
she teach me alotz...
our conversation last for 4 hours...
Well she taught me look at someone good point and not bad...
if anyone dun appreciate smile n say it's ur loss...
life is fragile...i agree...
Rani saw many death...
she told me many scenerio...
my heart sank...
i realize how fortunate i am...
at least not worse then others...
well...
in my life...
i forsake many things...
but as long as i know...
i can't live without my grandma...
she love me the most...
i m too...
everyone know how much i love her...
for me...
the most painful person to live without is my parents my grandma...
other den tt...
f*ck off...
coz they dun deserve my care and love...
they dun even worth for it...
but my parents n grandma do...
they wun be there to see me die...
but my family will be there...
i admit...
in the past i m stupid...
no brain...
too work up...=>
I make so many ppl worry for me...
but no more...
coz i wun fall again...no more...
wan me to love u?
no way manz...haha...
i got no time for that too...
my time is damn precious...
Ppl outhere...yes true love does exist...
but for true love to growth it tak time n sincerity...
for young ppl...
dun think tt the love u holding is ur true love coz at time u will realize it's just a mistake...=>
All the person i've been thru b4...is too young...
they dun cherish things/person well...
I nv say i m perfect i noe it well...
but at least i m awake now...
it's best to awake den u repeat the mistake again n again n again...
It's took me years to recover...
later it took me few months to recover...
and now it took me 1 month to realize n recover...
so see now the power of growing up...haha...the time for me to heal is shorter n shorter...
not tt i love the one who took me years to recover most...infact i love the one who took me 1 months to recover most!...but i've to grow up...
They dun appreciate...
they dun even care(even u r dead)...
so wat for i hanging there alone suffering yar...
i guess my trip do help me in one way or another...
well one sentence for them...
they r just too young in heart n mind...=>
u might think i m wrong but discover it urself!
As i see more n more ppl...
i know more n more...
Everything written here is just my opinion...my advice...
doesn't mean i m sure right in ur view...
everyone have different view of seeing thing i understand...

Life is precious...
treasure it...
someone outhere fighting to live...
and imagine others wana end it...
This i heard many times...but Rani makes everything clear for me...

*You YOU you You you You so many ppl mak a different in my life...=> *