I've forgotten what is happiness...

well...
writing is the only way to vent out all my thoughts...
even no one understand,it understand...=>

On and off working...
next week start cannot like tt...
got a trash from my manager already...LOLx

But still i feel tired...wear off...
dunno why just feel tired...
today wake up throat feeling upset...
dunno isit drink too much or smoke too much?...
cldn't be coz i drink not much smk not much thou everyday same routine...LOLx

Trying to get use with my life...
Knowing many ppl...
but as such...
they still cldn't make me smile frm my heart animore...
I've forgotten wat happiness is...

Today is fri...
i'm dead...
with my pattern of life...
i cld slp less den 4 hours a day...
they power but i going to knock off...
but den...they trying to cheer me up i noe...

I already plan my programme ahead...
but now i hate everyday...haha

//She wanted to cry ytd...
she acting strong...
i knw she is...
my friend...
i dunno wat to say...
but if u cry i will cry with u...
simple becoz i care...
i cant tok much but oni accompany u thru like how u accompany me thru...//

*Is it so hard just to msg me using 10 sec of ur time?*

Face it...be brave...dun escape...

i will continue again need to rush back to office.

now is 1.32pm 21/7/2006 fri....