Wednesday, August 17, 2005

My india trip...Life goes on...

alrit...wat mak me feel that i m so xin fu?

is becoz of the trip to india!and it's south india where places crowded with poor people...haiX...the sight there make u sad...make ur heart sour...i went there as a group...i go to many places...childcare center...all the area with poor people...the sch...the hub...n all...the places where people will fight for one grain of rice...yep...ok me now in office so do not realli have much photo with me to display here...just one(and this one stolen from ting's frenster...opps...=x)...tak a look at the sch and the children there...there is no table or chair...not even a proper place for study...n yet they are the most fortunate batch of ppl in south india...



The fortunate batch in south india!

When i reach there...i cldn't believe my eyes...i m just like a popstar...everyone is staring at me...deep inside i know wat my purpose of coming here...that is to help the poor and not shopping nor spending money...but to distribute my care n love to them.I gladly took out my money and give to some poor ppl...but never did i noe...i m wrong in doing that coz there's so many ppl over there i need to help and i sldn't be generous to one...i need to break my money into small portion so tt i can help more ppl...so i learn my lesson but the money i brought over there was not enough too...coz the population there is beyond wat i thought...haha...but it's ok i do all my best to help watever i cld.Even i brought my house will overthere...i cldn't help all too...haha...

We distributed rice and money to the poor...the crowd is unbearable for one particular place...n now i feel wat is like to be a 'popstar' security...whahhaa...lolx...it's tiring but yet meaningful trip for me n for those who in my group...in one situation...i cldn't believe wat i saw...while we distribute the rice,our rice grain spill some over...n here...an old lady picking up every single grain of rice on the floor with bear hand...and the rice is already stepped by many people...and the floor is sandy...all the sand mixed with the rice...can eat meh?i thought...maybe i m too fortunate n choosy in life le...often in singapore when our food drop we will throw it into dustbin but...there NO!...they treasure every single food they get...and some even ate the rice without cooking...some blind...some handicapped...some with uncure disease...the sight is...undescrible...I remember there's one india man...his hands is rotten!...and YES i mean wat i say ROTTEN!...but yet i still got to shake his hand...hahaha...maybe maybe...at first i feel 'EEEeewwww YUCKS!' but den after few days there i realize...we r just too fortunate!...so we sldn't mind at all..but i m lucky la...haha next time wear glove!...if not dunno later got wat disease den die...my dad say de...opps...=x...U really cant imagine how dirty u can get over there...when i wash my hair...got worm!...but oni one la...hahaha...but it was like...OMG...it took me longer to bath in india den when i was in singapore...hahaha...it just...haha think back i still feel itchy leh...keke...The food there...haha...everyday we eat the same food...OMG!...and i almost no more appetite to eat animore after many days later...but still got to eat or no strength to help out...haha...but i must say we are already very fortunate to have something to eat...sldn't mind much actually...=>...i stay there for many days...and when i was back in singapore...i was like...'OMG I M BACK!!!'...the feeling is great and i noe how GREAT singapore are and how FORTUNATE we are!...

you really must experience it urself b4 u cld realize how fortunate u are...

Oh yar i forgot to mention something...the house for them over there...hahaha i can't even get my butt in!...SOooOOo small...coz the ppl over there oni left bone also...they no job no money no food...maybe maybe they ate once a mth/week?whereas us can't even survive without eating for a day!Amazingly overthere for so many days...i din see even one couple whereas in singapore every place we go got couples...u noe why...coz they can't even feed themselves...where have the time the emotion the money to date!...yar so love arn't everything...dun ever think of dying or watever for a failed relationship...go to the poor country and see wat is the REAL pitiful thing in life!This is wat kept me strong after a relationship failed...the india trip is indeed a worth trip in my life...it make me realize many thing in life...

Alrit this song 'Life goes on' is specially dedicated for everyone who fail in their relationship...n by the way inside there...there's one quote which say that...'Shame on u if u fool me once...Shame on me if u fool me twice'
So do u all understand wat it mean...if not...it is like this...it is a shame on the bastard/bitch who fool people in love but it is a shame of u urself if u give the bastard/bitch another chance to hurt u.kekeke...i totally agree and it sOoo meaningful...hohoho coz many cases happen to my friends...=> Never give the one who hurt u b4 another chance to hurt u again...it's a foolish act!And also...u cld grow stronger and stronger for every relationship that failed in ur life...another quote from the lyric...'U make me stronger!'...indeed it is true...=>



*If there is no u...there wun be me...you are not someone special but at least u r special in my eyes...i m too not someone special but at least i m special in ur eyes...there's many roads in life we got to choose...we lose our way if our heart is not stable...live in brightness and happiness...dun cry for the past again...*

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