Yi Wang Guo Qu
I start blogging ard 9.30am so guess how long i cld take to blog...later see ending time u will know...haha...oh yar i say that there is chapter 3 in my life but will not write it down coz writing the 2 chapter already unknowingly allow all my past emotion to rush back so yar...aniway cant remember much about tt chapter...i dun wan to remember also...=> After i met my no ending chapter den i wrote here...whahaha...
Whenever i thought of all the thing i went thru with my family...i wana sit at a corner and cry!That's becoz...how m i going to walk thru all this without my parent my sis my grandma my auntie my whole family & my buddy...they cry with me...suffer with me...i remember tt time they din even blamn me for wat i did but yet support me thru...make me understand n be strong n stand up...i m grateful i have all of u so dearly standing by my side with me...
Everyone have different stages in life b4...i tasted b4 losing memory...haa...n it's surely not something great...u will tend to force urself to remember but u just cant and sometime u might want to noe the true but u hold back coz u will ask urself...is knwing the true realli good to u?or maybe it hurt more if u remember all the hurtful thing?i dunno but till now...i dun wan to noe animore...the thing i dun wan to remember may it be beyond...
I know i hurt many n thus i have all the hurt back to myself...those who cried for me b4...i m sorry...when i discovered everything u does for me...it's too late...so ppl dun did thing quietly behind the one u love...did it n mak her realize coz she might not discover it until the day u will gone...until the day all too late...she might not noe how much u love her...but until the day she noe...nothing can turn back...it just all too late...i remember once there is a message from her...a picture message...i din scroll n see the word below until one day i want to change my hp...i see all the message once again...this time i scroll it...n i saw it wrote below the picture message...'I truly love you'...haha...but when i saw this...it's all too late...and ytd i 'fang kai' all my things...den something caught my eye i took n see...it is a story about us written by someone and the someone want me to continue to write on our story and that someone hope tat our story has no ending and at the back it is a 'happy birthday'...a birthday gift on 2003 but yet i discover it on 2005...hahaha...isit funni...i dun even noe who the person is...coz i dun have ani memory for the yr 2003 dragging to 2004...haha...=PppPpp...it is personal thingy so i wun say much how come...
Like the song in this entry...there's many up and down in life...i can't forget the past...i can't go back to the love i once hold...but i must still face tml and myself...the only way is to push all the memories behind...I love this song but i can't find and thanks god one of my friend got this song...thanks!...It is so meaningful...I no longer hide away from the pain...i will face it brave n let it heal...i miss her...terribly but...i only cld wait and dreamz...going to england...not only my dreamz but her's too...one day i will step in and fulfil the dreamz we once hold...thou i m alone now...but ur spirit is with me all the time...i believe i still believe in myself in u...in dreamz come true...u might not be in my world animore but we glance at the same sky at all time...there's u...there's me...i may be a fool waiting for something that will nv come...but for u...i be the one...coz this is wat i gotta face...I m NOT going to find ur soul inside another body...i m NOT going to find anione to replace u...coz i noe there's NO ONE who can replace u...u are the unique one in life...an angel walk on earth...Afterwhich if anione step into my life...i assure her...she will not be ur shadow(which my past ex have been ur shadow)...i can't love anione the way i love u...but i will try to love her in a different way n i will be happy...i promise...for myself...for those who care...for *u who once loved me tremendously...
For the friend who know about us...she asked me this...after all these yr she wun be back...wat if she already dead?wat if she already got another 'bee'?wat if she dun love u animore?I kept quiet and now here the ans for ur question...if she's dead...i wan to noe where she buried...i wan to be by her side and told her all those inside my heart...she will be in my mind forever...if she got another 'bee'...n the one cld love her more den i loved her...i wish her happiness...if she dun love me animore...i respect her decision...for her...as long as she is happy...i m contented...but...still i wun forget all the things she does for me...n all the thing we once walked thru...BUT i believe in her...she's not that kind of person...i trusted her...u might think tt i m deceiving myself...but i m not...i cld say i noe her best...no one noe her more den i do...we communicate since young....i saw her tears her pain her laughter her smile her reason...all n all...she proved to me...she not the kind who will change heart...she once told me...'her first will be her last'...i believe...till now i still believe...if u think tt i blinded by love by my own imagination den be it...YES i m blinded by ZYY...i love her...more den i love myself!
By the way...to love a person forever isn't tough for me...=> As long as we hold each other in our heart...this is love...as long as the passion to be with each other haven die...this is love...no matter wat decision we make in life...we might have another person standing rit beside us...but our heart noe greatly wat is the love we WANT but CANT have...n the love we NEED but NOT surely wanted...understand dude? if not den...erm...fine!...haha...WANT NEED CANT...yes sometime love is like this.Enjoy the song!!!
*Infront might be a dead end...make a turn...u might find some way out* (learn from TV)
*Everything might not be true...everything might be so fake...sometime we just fooled by wat is infront* (learn from sam...keke)
Whenever i thought of all the thing i went thru with my family...i wana sit at a corner and cry!That's becoz...how m i going to walk thru all this without my parent my sis my grandma my auntie my whole family & my buddy...they cry with me...suffer with me...i remember tt time they din even blamn me for wat i did but yet support me thru...make me understand n be strong n stand up...i m grateful i have all of u so dearly standing by my side with me...
Everyone have different stages in life b4...i tasted b4 losing memory...haa...n it's surely not something great...u will tend to force urself to remember but u just cant and sometime u might want to noe the true but u hold back coz u will ask urself...is knwing the true realli good to u?or maybe it hurt more if u remember all the hurtful thing?i dunno but till now...i dun wan to noe animore...the thing i dun wan to remember may it be beyond...
I know i hurt many n thus i have all the hurt back to myself...those who cried for me b4...i m sorry...when i discovered everything u does for me...it's too late...so ppl dun did thing quietly behind the one u love...did it n mak her realize coz she might not discover it until the day u will gone...until the day all too late...she might not noe how much u love her...but until the day she noe...nothing can turn back...it just all too late...i remember once there is a message from her...a picture message...i din scroll n see the word below until one day i want to change my hp...i see all the message once again...this time i scroll it...n i saw it wrote below the picture message...'I truly love you'...haha...but when i saw this...it's all too late...and ytd i 'fang kai' all my things...den something caught my eye i took n see...it is a story about us written by someone and the someone want me to continue to write on our story and that someone hope tat our story has no ending and at the back it is a 'happy birthday'...a birthday gift on 2003 but yet i discover it on 2005...hahaha...isit funni...i dun even noe who the person is...coz i dun have ani memory for the yr 2003 dragging to 2004...haha...=PppPpp...it is personal thingy so i wun say much how come...
Like the song in this entry...there's many up and down in life...i can't forget the past...i can't go back to the love i once hold...but i must still face tml and myself...the only way is to push all the memories behind...I love this song but i can't find and thanks god one of my friend got this song...thanks!...It is so meaningful...I no longer hide away from the pain...i will face it brave n let it heal...i miss her...terribly but...i only cld wait and dreamz...going to england...not only my dreamz but her's too...one day i will step in and fulfil the dreamz we once hold...thou i m alone now...but ur spirit is with me all the time...i believe i still believe in myself in u...in dreamz come true...u might not be in my world animore but we glance at the same sky at all time...there's u...there's me...i may be a fool waiting for something that will nv come...but for u...i be the one...coz this is wat i gotta face...I m NOT going to find ur soul inside another body...i m NOT going to find anione to replace u...coz i noe there's NO ONE who can replace u...u are the unique one in life...an angel walk on earth...Afterwhich if anione step into my life...i assure her...she will not be ur shadow(which my past ex have been ur shadow)...i can't love anione the way i love u...but i will try to love her in a different way n i will be happy...i promise...for myself...for those who care...for *u who once loved me tremendously...
For the friend who know about us...she asked me this...after all these yr she wun be back...wat if she already dead?wat if she already got another 'bee'?wat if she dun love u animore?I kept quiet and now here the ans for ur question...if she's dead...i wan to noe where she buried...i wan to be by her side and told her all those inside my heart...she will be in my mind forever...if she got another 'bee'...n the one cld love her more den i loved her...i wish her happiness...if she dun love me animore...i respect her decision...for her...as long as she is happy...i m contented...but...still i wun forget all the things she does for me...n all the thing we once walked thru...BUT i believe in her...she's not that kind of person...i trusted her...u might think tt i m deceiving myself...but i m not...i cld say i noe her best...no one noe her more den i do...we communicate since young....i saw her tears her pain her laughter her smile her reason...all n all...she proved to me...she not the kind who will change heart...she once told me...'her first will be her last'...i believe...till now i still believe...if u think tt i blinded by love by my own imagination den be it...YES i m blinded by ZYY...i love her...more den i love myself!
By the way...to love a person forever isn't tough for me...=> As long as we hold each other in our heart...this is love...as long as the passion to be with each other haven die...this is love...no matter wat decision we make in life...we might have another person standing rit beside us...but our heart noe greatly wat is the love we WANT but CANT have...n the love we NEED but NOT surely wanted...understand dude? if not den...erm...fine!...haha...WANT NEED CANT...yes sometime love is like this.Enjoy the song!!!
*Infront might be a dead end...make a turn...u might find some way out* (learn from TV)
*Everything might not be true...everything might be so fake...sometime we just fooled by wat is infront* (learn from sam...keke)
posted by Jin yong at 3:46:00 AM
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Hi Sam Yong,
Well, since I'm your first comment I wanted to welcome you to blogging! I hope you have a lot of fun with this, it can be very interesting.
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