If your heart not in it

I'm missing you
Girl even thou you're right here by my side
cause lately it seem
the distance between us is growing too wide
i'm so afraid that you're sayin it's over
it's the last thing that i wana hear
but if your heart not in it for real
pls dun try to fake wat u dun feel
if love already gone
it's not fair to lead me on
cause i would give the whole world for you
anything u ask of me, i'd do
but i wun ask you to stay,i rather walk away
if your heart not in it
you say that you love me but baby sometimes
you're just saying the words
if you've got something to tell me
dun keep it inside,let it be heard
i'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
but girl,i'll make it easy for you
how i wish i could take us back in time
but it's gone too far,now we can't rewind
there's nothing that i can do to stop me losin you
i can't make you change your mind

*seriously the whole lyrics is so meaningful. somehow it's how i feeling right now.
:) Enjoy the song.

Today my block 9th floor caught fire. quite serious and now i experience.
we so lucky that the fire didn't spread but anyway at least now i m prepared how can i react to this kind of situation. not like just now so blur and will be the first to burn to death coz i tak thing too lightly so next time cannot got hear fire alarm, must run first...haha...and i know my mum love me so much she run up and call me to go down.thou she say she come up to take her ic wan...haha LOLx...anyway i just bath out siaz that moment...haha...anyway it's over...poor neighbour...haix so must really be careful...when u not home, dun turn on anything or light up anything.

****I TRYING NOW TO DEVELOP A 'CAN'T BE BOTHER ATTITUDE',I UNDERSTAND THAT ONCE I GET THAT, MY LIFE WOULD BE MUCH MORE EASIER!

chaoz... .. ...