After so long... ...
Very upset! cause i actually forgotten about my blog!!! faint.. ..
i guess many people like me forgotten about my blog after i have not update for so damn long, people might think that this blog already dormant.haha.. ..
well...i love to blog but after someone told me to stop hanging my dirty lingerie outside to public, i start to wonder and hold back. This is the only place i pool out all my feeling and well eventually when i die one day, this shall be my last word to my family and those who know me. After they read it they will understand me better wun they?
Well yup just sleep for 3 hours then wake up le...haha this few days had been damn STRESS,real stress, find breathing very hard for me and find sleeping very hard for me too. Have been trying to clear off my debts and yar clearing off but my earning not what i want, it's NOT enough. i need more...haix...becoz of this had been very stress and trying to earn more money.haix.
I feel useless when i'm fat,lazy and poor. Fat? can work on it to slim down..lazy? Hard but can try to overcome this and work harder...poor??? as long as i work harder will earn more???? still doubt on this.well pardon me for being a nuisence.haix.
alright later going to call her and fetch her to work...:) a surprise for her?hehe..
i miss my grandma alotz!!!why u have to go?haix....i miss u damn much!!!! now no one is around to listen to my shit, no one to smile or nag at me the way u do..i love u grandma!!!
************Tired,STresS, CraZy.. ************
i guess many people like me forgotten about my blog after i have not update for so damn long, people might think that this blog already dormant.haha.. ..
well...i love to blog but after someone told me to stop hanging my dirty lingerie outside to public, i start to wonder and hold back. This is the only place i pool out all my feeling and well eventually when i die one day, this shall be my last word to my family and those who know me. After they read it they will understand me better wun they?
Well yup just sleep for 3 hours then wake up le...haha this few days had been damn STRESS,real stress, find breathing very hard for me and find sleeping very hard for me too. Have been trying to clear off my debts and yar clearing off but my earning not what i want, it's NOT enough. i need more...haix...becoz of this had been very stress and trying to earn more money.haix.
I feel useless when i'm fat,lazy and poor. Fat? can work on it to slim down..lazy? Hard but can try to overcome this and work harder...poor??? as long as i work harder will earn more???? still doubt on this.well pardon me for being a nuisence.haix.
alright later going to call her and fetch her to work...:) a surprise for her?hehe..
i miss my grandma alotz!!!why u have to go?haix....i miss u damn much!!!! now no one is around to listen to my shit, no one to smile or nag at me the way u do..i love u grandma!!!
************Tired,STresS, CraZy.. ************
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