srekcus who suck(waste) your time away... ...

Damn tired, eyes closing and tml still got to attend a course very early morning...nb sianz lor dun feel like attending this stupid course but cannot...haix...

today rather bad day for me, stay home whole day coz damn broke. and supposely a case already close but the person call and say need to reconsider when come to the payment part.she not yet i still worry her case cannot pass thru smoothly. now can and she giving me headach...haix...hopefully i can talk her thru and she will pay eventually.my baby ask me never to give up!!!

suddenly i keep missing my baby.she been with me for quite sometime. mostly down time of my life and even now i not yet up but she still with me.she got many ppl trying to woo her. not i too sensitive is i very worry i just dun trust myself too much and yar her too...haix... ... .

i love her, i really do and the love for her had gone deeper and deeper which becoming a fear to me.i trying to get it off and change myself.I want to be with you for as long as i live. can we?

Hopefully time will get better, i will get richer so i can do watever i wan to do. To me now if i got tonnes of money, my life is in heaven but i know thing always not perfect. god always take away something from you then give you something.haix.my life is very perfect now except for a big problem...NO MONEY!

*I pray i hope everyday that money will start to roll in for me...PLS I BEG YOU GOD!