One year ago...

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Finally i found the song 'yi lian qian'...to wrote this 'story' down...

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1st section (one year ago):

well.................................................................
7 more days is halloween day if i m not wrong?
Have u prepared wat monster u wan to be?
i thought that we cld celebrate this day together but...nvm
one year ago she smsed me...asked me to go down to acc her...
i sld have go...so tt to cheer her up when something went wrong over dere but i din...
I lie to her there very hard to park car...infact is i dun wan to mix ard with so many of her frenz...
our distance is just so wide...

9 more days...one year ago...
we on phone finally to chit-chat...
we tok almost everynight n everything under the sun till dawn...
i nv known feeling for u started until i left for thai...
tt 4 days is miserable for me...i cant tok to u cant msn u...just misses u till i fall sick...
back in sing...
nv contact...i dun wan to...i m afraid...till finally one day ur sms came...i dunno how to react...
attitude is wat i given to u...
tell me wat to do?
till u lead me the way...thanks....................

Times realli realli flies...40days more...one yr ago i saw her!
The killer smile i nv forget.
in fact first thing in my mind was she just like a kid plus auntie...
her smile like a happy kid...
her action like auntie...carrying so much thing n throw into my car...
but later on...she like a beautiful woman...
in the car we tok...
i wish tt time cld stop...bcoz is so innocent n simple but yet happy...
till 4.30am...i fetch her hm...
i thought tt nv will i see her again...
so i cherish tt moment...
i can't find her the next day...i panic...n i dunno why i panic...

* If i know that unknown seperation is the last time i ever saw u...i will hold u tight...feel ur heartbeat...n pause n cherish the moment before i let go of your hands! *

45 days more...one yr ago...
I passed my happiest birthday eve n birthday...
the ever first time ppl make sushi for me to eat...
till now here den i dare to say...it's awful...
abit sour...haha...
but i appreciate her effort n told her is very nice...
she say ok she will make it again...
in my heart still tumble...lolx...but if she does i told myself i will ate everything up no matter wat...
but of coz nv she make it for me again...
i ate everything up...becoz i know she use her heart to make this...thou i already very full!
She wanted to be the first to wish me happy birthday but my buddy is the first...
nvm in my heart she already the first...
the smile the tok the silence...everything make my heart getting sweeter n sweeter...
she took out a drawing...
when i saw it...i m not artistic...i really dunno wat is that...lolx...
she told me it's me n her in a small island...she hinting me is she?...
i dunno i skip that...the first time someone draw for me...
i love it...to me it's simple but a treasure...
when everyone going to throw tt away after seperation...
i told them...pls don...this is wat make me strong...=>....thanks..............
this is my dream a island oni u n me!

* If i know this is the last time i ate the sushi u make...i ate it slowly VERY slowly *

48 days ago....a year ago...finally a love story started...
i dun care watever it tak us to...
i know i got to love her with all my heart...i did...
i found my beloved...it's simple...constructive...but slowly it become destructive as i love her more...
perhaps i m sick tt's why everything turn destructive...
i feel much matter after medication...calm...my heart...=>
I never blamn her...even thou the whole world telling me she already got somebody...so wat?
if she is happy...it's ok...but if that somebody tend to hurt her...den i also dunno wat to do...
i m nobody to her...i make her cry be4...i din mean to...i dun wan to...u noe i love u...u told me u noe how much i loved u...
aniway i cld oni wish her all the best n pray that she always happy...
dun tears coz i forgot to tell u when u tears u look VERY ugly...hehe....

* Unknowingly we still pass by each other...after so much try...*

(I will slowly combine everything into a video...many things to do...it will tak long...aniway wun be uploaded here...coz it's a private video..._as a memories_)

*** Afterall everything is still SWEET...thanks...............my beloved..... ***

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2nd section :

Happy birthday RYAN!
haha...it's his birthday n spend so much on his birthday...nah nvm...we r good friends...

Hey all,yep supposely i sld be at US now but i DELAY it...why u all keep ask me wan me go faster isit???haha LOLx...just kidding...
Reason for delay : Many many things to do...clear my debts first ok...haha...

alrit...i guess tt's it for now...

* Take care when i m gone *