HAppy Hari Raya!

GOSH~!
HAPPY HARI RAYA to all my malay clients and all my malay friends ESPECIALLY my ex-WIFE and juli!...keke...Enjoy this day that is created for you all!

Juli : Don't ponder anymore about wat happened today...hope that u learn n realli din mean it...dun disappoint me...pls...aniway just forget about it n be happy on this day!n everyday!...=>...i will help u n explain for u...but pls...give me the promise that this is the last time if not i hard to ans also.

ps: Don't keep say i handsome...LOLx...Focus on your work k?...LOLx

Well...mum bought alotz of crabmeat! whahahaha....
She say she going to cook tml for me to eat...
den i told her i dun like to eat crabmeat...
den she say thought last time i always buy crabmeat...
den i say that wan is coz my ex like to eat crabmeat...whahaha
mum face str8 away change! she so afraid that i will sad again...
but hey mum...i m not...u noe tt i dote on my gf alotz until i become foolish but i will be fine wan mahz...i already alrit...still alive strong n kicking...she already got someone who can take care of her le...this is great!so long as she is xin fu...nthing matters....*bleahz* toking rubbish again...

SHooOOooo....i going to tell someone this....

-Tell me that u will slap me hard...kick me hard...bite me till i bleed until i wake up...when my sickness tak over control of me....until i wake up...dun blamn me...dun leave me alone...all alone...i will be afraid...hold me tight...tell me it's over n u'll be here...i entrust my love over to u...i really dun wish to wake up the next mrning knowing tt u already leave me but not knowing the reason...dun leave me dun leave me pls dun...promise me that u will fight this with me even thou we r on our knees...vow to me that u will love me no matter wat...nthing seperate us!-

PLEASE READ!NICE!

Well i saw a show...
my parent actually wana turn it off be4 letting me watch...but i insist on watching!
It's a show of lesbian.
One girl call jean...another call yan...they grow up together r very best friends.jean is a split personality person.
story goes like this :

When they grow up...Not yet couple...

Yan : Who is the guy u always go out with?
Jean : A friend(raymond who loved jean).
Yan : I dun like u to go out with him!
Jean : Wat's wrong with u?Why so agitated?
Yan : Coz love is selfish!

Quietness filled the air...jean get wat yan mean...
As jean walking toward yan to calm her down n wanted so much to hold her...yan parents come home.Afterwhich they went out...sitting outside the lift...

jean : i will never in love with guys...u get wat i mean?...

yan stare at her and then jean lean her head on yan shoulder.

Already a couple...

jean was very very tired...often things that happened she can't remember or she dun wan it to happen but she herself can't control it...she going crazy...she break down...not knowing wat to do...sometime she remember half half...sometime dun...

one day...it happened again...jean very agitated...she cry she do nonsence thing that she cant even understand why she did all that...she called yan asked her to come over to her hse...yan saw quite a few time about her 'craziness' but yan keep quiet...today wat yan saw shock her out of her life...yan GRABBED her tight ask her to wake up to stop wat she doing...jean refused...keep uttering nonsence n crying...yan SLAP jean HARD on her face until she fall to the ground...at this moment...she wake up!yan clean her body up for her using shower...after that yan didn't leave her!...she stay with her looking after her making sure she's alrit!

The next mrning jean cook breakfast for yan (SO sweeT!)...yan saw already smile!...n den in the dining table :

Jean : If i wasn't to wake up after ur tight slap wat will u do?
Yan : I will kick you hard!
Jean : What if i still din wake up?
Yan : Then i rather die with u!

-Both laughed-

Afterwhich jean keep receiving killer pictures n videos making her going to become 'mad' again...jean very scare called yan...yan accompany her to go confront raymond...

Yan : What is ur motive for keep sending all that kind of things to jean?
raymond : I m sorry...i din noe this cld agitate her so much.
Jean : raymond by doing this wun make me love u...will make me hate u even more...moreever i will NEVER love u!

In the end...the three of them was puzzle coz actually raymond just emailed jean something...is a misunderstanding...not raymond then who???

Jean consistently receive such killer picture n videos...she so scared n asked yan to stay over her house to accompany her...yan did...BUT...when jean waited n waited yan still din appear...jean called yan den she heard phone ring...she headed the direction where the ringing tone is (yan's hp)...when she open the door...she was shock...yan's hp is with a VIDEO!...she on the video n see...it's YAN!

while yan was kana tortured by the killer...yan was shouting ' DO NOT TOUCH JEAN!DON HURT HER!' she repeated many many time until she die!the killer slap yan n stabbed yan to death!...while jean was watching it...she cry n cry n screamed...the next moment when she know she knocked out!...the killer got her...n the killer is another guy who loved jean alotz...(a guy frm bookstore where jean always visit there to buy book)...jean asked him why...he just continously slapped jean...while he going to kill jean,jean said to him 'can u kiss me b4 i die?'...n when he drop his weapon went ahead wanted to kiss jean...jean already free herself n kick him hard!...jean do not wan to kill him...but when she saw yan's body lying there...she possessed an unknown strength n in the end she hang the guy to death!...of coz jean is on her knee n crying looking at her beloved yan's body!...

Afterwhich jean draw a VERY BIG portrait of yan's at her living rm...this is love...yan's is gone but she always remember her in her heart although every single paint she dropped a tears...althou she cried so much for yan's return...but she know...never will she...n she know to keep her strong is the portrait and is the memories that yan's left behind...

____________The end!______________

Please cherish the one u realli love...
and who realli loved you...
NEVER let go...
coz u never know in the whole life time u never meet someone who loved u like she do!

: I really loved her so much b4...but she nv cherish this...she leave me alone...coz she cant go thru all this pain with me...i got split personality too...she thought tt i m possessed...she is in fear n leave me...i dun blamn her...maybe is too much for her...while life goes on...i m sure one day i will meet someone who realli realli loved me n cherish my love till the last second of her breath! :

* I never know losing you can be that painful...but it's over! *