True Love?

Always we get affected by our lover...
during the period it's sweet...
the sweetest blinded our eyes...
we cldn't see anyone...
but when it come to the time when u start to feel tired of the once ur oni one...
u start to look for another better one...
this cycle go non-stop...
devotion no longer there...
so wat if at first so beautiful...
everything start beautifully n end awfully...
assuming?
not assuming...
is pretty sure coz i've gone thru a number of r/s...
the ans come out is either ending or beginning for better...
ans is obvious...
dunno?
coz u just making a choice...
if really devoted to someone...
u need to make ani choice?
nope...
coz i m sure...
i m sure i want to solve n begin for a better coz i love u...
this is wat i trying to say...
but love dun depend on one...
it took two hand to clap...
i always make the choice for ppl...
coz wat for drag?
leading on is not healthy for any r/s...
mindset different?
yes of coz everyone mindset is different...
but one thing i m sure...
i nv change at least not my love...
but u do...
so ans is clear isn't it...
it's always like this...
coz i always the stupid n naive one...
i nv learn...
but i can just try...
try to pick up faster...
crying is something i can't ommit when i m very upset...
i dun mind crying...
i cry frm my heart at least not faking it out...
wat for waste ur tears n fake it out...
come str8 to the point...
dragging only pain...
when things changes excuses come out...
all the excuses tt u nv noe when u first started...
coz when first started yes realli in love...
but when it faded tonnes of excuses come out...
i dun find ani excuses to end our r/s...
coz loving u still...in my heart i do...
but when u started to find excuses...
i can only noe the ans in my heart...
it's just so clear...
i m sad...
for sure...
when someone close to u...
when someone u love leaves...
it's normal to get upset...
but i just dun understand why i can't find someone who as devoted as me...
who can hold on to the r/s for 1 yr 2 yr or even 10 years...
as long as it cld go...
my heart is freezed by the pain u given unknowingly...
will someone melt it for me?
stupid but i love u still....at least for now....have not yet changes...

sam yong

* there wldn't be more den one when i have my future wife with me *