The worries behind all the happiness

6/12/2005 10.38am

Good morning everyone!Surprise i m so early?...gosh...i also dunno why...Time is chasing after me...slping away my time?i dun wan to...=>

Wish me good luck in watever i do...*worried*

Inspiration of words frm frenz n myself :

'There will always lies with worries behind all the happiness...afraid that the happiness will be gone and realize all is just a dream'

'Grab the happiness rit now...at least for now...if it's gona be a dreamz...remember all those happiness and not those sorrow...let the pain be erased in our heart...let it be a sweet dream n nv a nitmare'

'If one day u got to leave me or i got to go...pls remember those time when i make u luff n not those time of pains '

'Don't come closer...coz ur every touch make me feel weak and i'm afraid this will oni make me fall deeper n to know u will nv love me...to noe this will nv meant to be'

'Don't pain urself with ur own words...u cld lie to everyone but not urself'

'Hold my hand tight and walk with me till the end...maybe i cldn't able to pull u up but trust me i not going to let u fall'

Stop here!

My auntie just call saying something wrong with my grandma's heart...GOSH!...I can't lose her...n plz for all those doctors...dun tok rubbish...she going to survive...i noe...she will...promise nv to leave me alone...i can lose everything but NOT you!
Aniway not going to let anithing happen to u...DON i cant tak it...i will be with u...dun be afraid...i will be dere...=>

ok control my mood liao...continue...

i m ok ppl i m...coz i believe everything will be fine!...=>
I dun believe a shit thing doctor's told me...
they always exaggerate everything...
they say i will die...den who is blogging rit noW?
bullshit!
=PPpPpp

'Sorry i need to go...but no matter how far i fly to...u will still be in my heart...always...i will rush back to be by ur side if u need me to...coz nothing compares to u...nothing ever more important den u...'

ARgGHhhhh...i need to go see my grandma now...

bye!