I think i knw why...

hey all...
gosh early?=P...for me it is...
waked up by a sms...
frm my buddy...
she too stress up with her project...haha
nvm...
i will be by ur side...
but buddy i slept ard 7am last nit...keke...
nvm nvm...now waiting for her to come...
Packed my thing ytd...haven pack finish...
things still dangling ard...heez
I saw many many things n realize how sorry i m...
but nahz it's over n i shall throw all the past away...
e letters...

For her:

I thought it over...
i guess i noe why...
but it's arn't important...
as long as u r happy...
it's arn't me...
seriously...
wat happened to me?
but i choose...
avoiding...pretending...
perhaps i sld find sumthing to do soon...
den wun think so much...
Feeling will fade...
it will go away...
time is the main thing...
i sldn't have tok to u...
i sldn't have draw u nearer to my heart...
BUT if i give u up tt will be equal to losing u...
say b4 i dun wan to lose u...
the best is...
i treat u as my sister...
this way i can still tok to u...
play with u...
n protect u...
Yeppie...
dun mak my mind so confuse...
i wan to be happi...
i wan U to be happi...
future is in ur hand...
grab it...plan it well...
do somthing u like...
ppl dun see the process...
ppl oni see the outcome...
SOOooOO doesn't matter how long u tak to prove urself...
meant to succeed u will...
n i believe u will...
be the best out of u one day...JIA YOU!...
WoooOoo...
Forget the past...
move on gracefully like u do not have ani past...
it's hard...
i can't do it too...
but it's a great sentence to start all over again...
CHeErs!

* No more tears No more lies...hand in hand we will start all over again together...Happiness will belong to us...i believe! *

- I miss you like how i use to -

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continue at 30/11/2005 : 5.28pm

Gosh the date n time is wrong at the very beginning...heez...
blog got something wrong again...
buddy at my hse turning my hse upside down with the giant ball...
my airplane can fly again...
yes!
i very happy...
really have much fun playing with my buddy juz now...
forgot everything n just relex...
n now going to bath den go out...
She now reading the 'ES' book...hoho
my ex's n my book...
the oni thing left about her...
our memories...
heez...
i also wan read...long time nv read recap also gd...
or sld i not...
later sad again?
will i?
hahaha...
SHE'S GONE...
everyone is gone in my life...
juz be it...
i m glad i have some friends back by my side...
my pri sch friends...sec sch friends...
love u guys!

I going to read thru all our conversation...
u noe something...
my heart will still feel abit heavy...
but i wan to read!
the oni thing left between me n her...
dun wan to throw it away...

It's not important nw but just wan to wrote it here...

My exS :

I still cant believe u cld change...
the love tt enduring for so long...
n u just go without looking back at my tears...
all the memories tt flow thru...
tell me...
how can i really put it all behind me?...
even i close my eyes i thought of all the time we have together...
Face to face...
i really wan u to tell me why...
isit tt i dun love u enuff?
promise me u wun do to her wat u did to me!

+ My tears hiding behind my smile but still i will face u with a smile +

bye i go bath liao...

*Loving someone is nv easy so i choose not to love*