Everyone sad

everyone ard me down...
include *her...
n i m the one who mak *her sad...
haix...
seeing *her sad...
pain me so much too...
i m sorry...
i can oni say sorry thou like no use but tt's all i can say...
i tok to *her...
i simply understand how *she feel...
i feel better toking to *her...
*her soft heart...
*her kindness towards me...
i noe...
but...how m i going to understand *u n how r *u going to understand me?...
we r world apart...=...<
*u asked me one question...
i dun wan to ans *u...
coz I DUN WAN TO LOSE *YOU!...
but neither i wan to lose myself!...
my sis...
dun think so much le ok...
*she dun mean tt...
wan to blamn...
blamn me...
not me everything wun start!...
I FEEL TERRIBLE...
i kneel down infront of her...
knock my head against the floor...
but i noe sorry cant change the heartbreak i cause...
but...=...<

i miss u...
such a easy 3 words...
but i cant bring myself to say out to her...
haix...
we two r impossible...
i noe...
but yet i really miss her...
so much...
from the time i wake up...
till i close my eyes...
every min...i wan to noe wat u doing...where r u...
every sec u in my mind...
this is something i cant control...
haix...
this part for u...
but u will nv read or u will nv noe it's you!

DOWN DOWN DOWN...2 more days leaving singapore...thou not very long but...i will miss you...will u miss me?