Drinking awful vodka

Well it's buddy birthday today...
just get hm not long ago
vodka is just beside me...0.8L to go...
Yucks!how come it taste awful????
Maybe becoz i mix with green tea n not my favourite 7 up or sprite?
Really taste awful...but yet i have to finish it...haha...coz nxt will be whiskey...
hohoho...hope there's not much typo error here...keke

Bro told me tt whenever we r upset den blog...
coz his blog terrible all so upset...
well is this true?maybe quite true...
very hungry juz drinkin...i think vomitting soon....whahahhahaha....lolx...
realli too awful...nxt time must not mix with green tea manz...
who start up to mix with green tea?
or i think i mix too little green tea too much vodka...haha...
coz i left not much with green tea but more vodka...haha
But vodka still my favourite...hehe

how nice life cld be?drinkin smking with music...aircon enviroment...shiok rit?
my vision abit blur...
1/4 left...
i backspace alotz to blog...haha
but yet i still can write perfectly here...hohoho
i m not drunk for so long...
i dun allow myself to...
not outside...
at hm ok...no one see except me n no one else...in my tiny little rm...warm!
i dun think i can finish it i m quite full now...
go lie down awhile later be back...

back...actually cant get to slp...
hope this can let me slp...hehe...
how u define u r drunk?i have no idea...
coz my ex...sayang saw i drunk but actually i clearly remember wat was happening...well may be stupid but the words i've said is all those i do not dare to say upright infront of u...so i let the liquor give me the courage to say...
maybe i think too much...maybe tt cause the end of our r/s...
i do not know...watever!
arn't u also drinking n then have the courage to hug me at first but i m not drunk tt time...i m so pai seh...drunken words cannot believe?is this true?maybe drunken words is even more true den those words out frm non-drunken...
~cheers one more cup down....

OMG too thick...
calm down...
like taste of plastic...melting plastic...burning inside...
but still i m so awake but guys i backspace ALOTZ...haha
my mind functioning but hand abit off....lolx.......................
i think 3 more cup i'm done...
still wun knock me down if i cld publish this up!...hehe
half cup green tea half vodka...hehe...
whiskey pls wait...have not been slping since fri...
i will write till i finish the whole bottle of my beloved...hehe

45min to sunlight...keke...
shit no more green tea...haix
very long nv blog long long...now blog long long...hehe...
u wan to read u read till the end...dun wan read nvm den dun kpo about sam's life...
sam's life is nothing but rubbish!

Vodka can't knock me down...baby i told u that before right?
but yet i din say whiskey cant knock me down...haha maybe chivas even faster...
nope or graveyard...lOLx...really bring me to graveyard is i drink tt n drive....
but to reveal a secret...i often drink n drive...but i know my limit...hehe...
of drinking not driving coz i get so use to drive fast...
my sayang teach me this after she left me....
to know ur limit when u drink...not i dun know my limit...
you know how upset when i m with u...
how terrible i feel when u 'misbehave'...i'm dying rit inside do u know?
u r good....definately u r...but ur 'misbehave' tt u dunno make me misbehave too!
do u understand?no u dun if u do u wun leave me alone here...

XIN TONG...
losing control...i need to calm down...i vomitting out...i wun vomit i rather go slp...throwing the 0.05L of vodka away...

NO in the end i wana drink finish...one more cup finish the whole bottle le...
haha...i still can blog steadily...coolz!'

you know something i experience myself...when u r abit high u cant move so much...
u much sit upright den u will be fine...i m doing it rit now...ONE MORE CUP...
but just can't swallow it coz nv mix with anithing...cant imagine...the awful taste
but i nd it to get to slp...

Getting it down now!!!Any typo i guess not...believe me...i can be as sober as wat u wan....hehe....*bleahz*

but i cant drink animore...i backspace too much until i blog very slow...(toking rubbish)
i go knock out n slp liao...
I MISS U TERRIBLY....WHERE ARE YOU RIT NOW?????????????????????????

*Happy 22th birthday buddy! Love u always! *