Can u hear my heart?

Well..notice the changes in my blog?
gosh! accidentantly i delete the layout den i need to customize the layout again...
almost go crazy...
took hours to do that...
haha well now the layout is bigger...keke

Erm...lolx...i dun wan to have gf...
very simple...
there's a demon inside me...
no one can withstand this...
once the present become past it hurt me deep...
so i rather stand alone...
I think i should backup my computer...
scare later kana virus everything gone...
Gosh...u noe why...
coz alotz of things i lost it...
dunno if it's god's will...haix...
perhaps he do not wan me to have any memories...lolx

Anyway i'm not upset...
i just feel very very tired...
always wana slp dunno why...
but i need to go out meet as much friends as possible...
ytd i go out buy things spend over 200 dollar...
ma de dunno wat i buy also...
keke...

Ok i have to put a fullstop in everything...
everyone asked me why my ex n me can't be friend?
well not me...
i try very hard at first to contact her...
but she's gone...
i have to accept it face it n most important RESPECT her decision...
I m doing fine...
the 'demon' is gone...
so called 'demon' la...
i dun really know...
but heard from my friends...
it's sound scarly...
knn not me hoh...
i can't believe wat had happened...
althou yes is past but den think back...
how can i ever face anyone with such fucking behaviour...
but den once again i can face them coz i can't remember a single thing is just wat i heard...n it's just not me...
haix forget about it dun say le...
say until i will think i'm crazy...

hehe...
i feel like slping but den going to bath n go bugis in 30 min time...
hope no traffic jam...gosh!
ok i go rest awhile den go liao...
take care everyone n thanks for visiting my blog...

* Hope that from far away u can hear my heart shouting out loud into your heart...I MISS YOU sayang! *