Broke

hi all...
i m back...
my computer cost me a bomb...
tt's y i m broke now...
haix...
nvm la...
this few day nothing much...
lazy to blog it out...=>

jas just be urself ok dun think so much...
dun be affected by others...
it's arn't important of how ppl think of u...
it is of how u think about urself!

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My feeling :

No one is perfect in this world...
There will be millions of ppl in this world who outshine u...
but the only way to be the best...
is in the heart of the person who loved u...

I might not be the best for u...
I might not even fit to hold that hand of yours...
but i will be someone who worth ur love...
i promise...
i'll give the whole world for u...
anithing u asked from me...
i'll give...

I m standing right infront of u...
but u dun even noe...
u r the one who i loved deeply...
n i m the one who u once loved deeply...
b4 u forgotten everything...
we r as one...
it's hurt so much to look into ur eyes...
the eyes tt the love is gone...
I think i sld just turn my head n leave...
It's arn't a place tt belong to u n me animore...
Thou i love u still...
but u will nv noe...

I dun search animore...
u r the most important person in my life...
why i still keep searching for my past?
i dunno tt by searching for her hurt u so much...
until she tell me u do cry alone in the dark...
infront of me u encourage me n support me...
u even help searching with me...
but wat m i searching for since u already my girl...

Sometime the person we choose might not be the person we really wanted...
Sometime when we turn back and see...
regretion already not the point...

If love is a player...
everything will be as easy...
but love is not...
It can't be rewind or forward...
once u stop it's hard to start over again...

u cant hear my heartbeat animore...
u drifted away from my hug...
my shoulder wet by ur tears...
u told me love arn't easy and u want to give up...
u tot u cld endure with all the pain...
but even by my side...
u feel the pain...
when i about to go...
u say u cant bear to let go...
tell me girl...
how can i ease the pain...
coz no matter wat i do...
u feel the hurt...
to stay or to go...
i m just a piece of nail in ur heart...
i m sorry to be that fateful thing tt brought u to hell...

hereby a song for lovers 'do u believe it's true' :

U smile for me...
but u cry for me too...
late in the nit u cant close ur eyes n slp soundly
bcoz of me...

now i by ur side...
i holded ur hand so tight...
but u still say u miss me much...

ur tears cant stop flowing bcoz of me...
my past with her is driving u down on ur kneels...
but girl you should noe tt u came too late in my life...
i love u but i cant deny i miss her too...

Coz love is an amazing thing
we got to face it together...
i cant promise u i dun think of her animore...
but i can promise a love tt is true...

do u believe it's true...

love is the thing tt drive us crazy...
everynit i think of u n her...
i noe i sld have get her out of my mind...
but girl pls understand she once my life...

dun cry dun fear...
i promise u girl...
u r the only love in my life...
she just a past i cant forget...
a girl who bring me to heaven but drop me to hell...
she's gone she's gone...
n u r here...

i will love u with all of my heart...

do u believe it's true?

by sam

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Happy 20th birthday to celin!!!

-on oct 3rd-