Paradise or Hell? -Bo go ship ta-

WOw very long nv update my blog le...keke...coz busy with work this few days...now got some personal time finally...hehe...

3 more day to paradise or hell?
haix!
eRm...have been thinking alotz alotz nowadays...
i dunno where my mind is leading me to...
it seem like...
the evil side of me ask me to do other thing...
the kind side of me ask me to act upon my plan...
erm...confused?
myself also...i dun even noe wat i m toking about le...ha

M i suppose to hold someone's hand rit now?
i dun think so rit...
it's not the time...
haix...
i think better not...
i'm not ready to fall again...
loving someone is very tong ku de...
my life now is blissed...
m i going to destroy it by letting her walk into my heart?...
no dun think i sld...haix!
I rather sit down stay here stare in the space...
missing the one...
thinking of her...
den to fall to the love trap n get hurt again...
maybe i m a coward but love is a nuisance to me now...

- Sam's heart is locked - - Is ur heart locked also bcoz of me? -
- The key to enter already thrown down to the deepest ocean -

*Maybe true love oni exist in ur heart...Facing the reality will hurt u more*