Love is nothing but pain...

ASking myself to be strong...
Telling myself to be strong...
but m i lying to myself...
for why do i still feel the sharp pain in my heart...
why do tears still fall like rain...
why it hurt so badly until i m numb to do anithing...
why?
why this have to come again...?
why in love m i always a fool...
my pain surpass everything...
Don forget the memories we created can u?
dun be so heartless cld u?
stay by my side forever will u?
Don u noe don u noe wat is love...
all the devotion...where is it?
r u lying to me all this while...
yes nothing i wan but ur smile...
but my pain my pain...
girl can u feel it...
it just so real n strong for me to bear it all alone...
weaker n weaker is all i feel...
i cried from day to night...
i can't do anithing...
i dun wan u to be with me coz of guilt...
i wan u to love me with all ur heart...
becoz of u i acted strong...
i try to be strong...
i dun wan u to see me as a weaker...
there's one thing i m sure...
for she cant love u the way i do...
she cant giv u the way i given to u...
in my heart it's strong...
yes it is for in my life of love...
there's oni one words to describe the love lies in me...'undying'
Undying love for u means forever...means care...means protection...means everything...
if ever one day u saw me holding others hand...
it's not bcoz i betrayed u is bcoz u dun choose to hold my hand...
I wish u happiness...i pray hard u smile every single day...
if u r hurt...dun come back...coz now i got to tell u this....
'things tt u lose cannot be back again'...
*wish u well...all i can do is pray for u...*